:|
No matter how many girls or whatever who are bigger sized than me, I.am.always.the.one.being.insulted.at
I need to pray :(
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
I wonder if all those insults resulted in me being how I am today.
Yes,I suppose so.
Once a fat girl, always a fat girl
I am ALWAYS the laughing stock.
& here I am TRYING to lose the weight, lose the insults lose those tears, but it never seems enough. I think I've reached a point where if I don't do more, nothing is gonna change. Change of diet now I suppose.
Is this ALL God's plan to make me a stronger person?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Bye.
