ouch OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!

Okay.Like as if you can feel the pain of a needle piercing through your navel.Lol.Yeah,with Angel & dvd'd help.This is like one of the craziest thing i've done man,letting your friends pierce your navel,not once but TWICE.

This time I lied on the floor of the toilet,after english exam.The paper was okay,I really wanna know how much I get for compo,I wrote bout going to Avril Lavigne's concert.Like Im actually THERE.Okay,took a while before actually piercing it,since my navel isn't really that define or whatever Vanessa said.After piercing,gave a sigh of relief in my head.But then for some reason I kinda felt like fainting,like after a GB drill under the hot sun.No idea why though.Lied down again,and after awhile I got better,called my mom to fetch me,hehs.

After seeing how pain it was,Angel decided not to pierce.MAN,I can't describe the pain.It was HORRIBLE!!!Yeah.I mean,its just a one time thing( well,but for me its TWICE) and it's worth it.Oh man,imagine how pain it is to get a tattoo,let's wait a few more years,shall we?Lol.

Okay,gonna go church tomorrow!!!Don't worry Vanessaaa!Can't wait,can't wait for the chalet! WHOO!!!Thanks for helping me pierce by the way!!!Its a little slanted,but dvd and Angel said after it expands I'll have to adjust it and it would be F-I-N-E!!!Okay,we shall see.Lol.

CIAO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!
It sucks when you know you can't do anything for her.Lol.


Anws,today was pretty gd,went J8 after school with Clar & Jen to watch 'John Tucker must die' Nice,haha.Then went 37 degrees,Oh man I so wanna buy the clothes!Then to x-craft to buy a PROPER navel stud which cost me 16bucks.Have to repierce again cause it was wrong.Freak,Im B-R-O-K-E.Shan't tell you people how much I owe,lol.Gonna repierce on Fri ot Sat.Hopefully this time its CORRECT,I don't wanna 'suffer' the pain AGAIN.

Then went home.Managed to 'ask' my mom to use the comp,provided I have to go home everyday after school.Fuck,I so dread going home these past few weeks.Its like I'm a prisoner.Luckily,there's dvd's chalet to look forward to after the exams.I DON'T HAVE TO GO HOME FOR 3 INCREDIBLE DAYS!!! WHOOPEE!!!Wish I can stay out forever.Btw,I haven't even ask if I could go,but WHO CARES?!Lol.Okay,whatever,exams are on friday.UGH!!!

Bye PEOPLE//

HATE HATE HATE.

Ugh,Its like these few weeks the last thing I'd want to do is to go home.UGH,whatever,give me some SPACE.Im SO moving outta there when I can,mean while I'll just TRY to live with em.How I wish i'd freaking faster get a billion bucks,move to NY and forget this whole SHIT.

Anws,won't be going online so much,since my fucking mother took out the plug,but I managed t find it and secretly use it now,In the wee hours of morning.Its 2am.My weird sleeping habits,how great.

Today was great.Went causeway to buy some stuff.To peirce my navel!Lalalala.Then met dvd to her house.Her mom scolded me for nothing.Cause dvd lied that she was coming out of causeway when actually she was walking in,LOL.The funny thing was,her mom was RIGHT behind her.Dvd,and her sis wanted to go causeway since there's a Singapore Idol roadshow or something in there.Caught a glimpse of Johnathan.Lol,Camille would've been there.Hmm,I don't exactly pick favourites,but I'd prefer Johnathan,yep.

Went to Dvd's church,just the class,not the mass.Was kinda freaking out,lol.Cause I feel awkward.Anws,Her friends are nice,so is her sis,haha.Its so weird when you actually peirce your navel in church.How holy.Dvd was like'God will protect you'Lol.Maria (dvd's friend) helped too.I was squeezing Dvd's sister,lol.Okayy,I don't exactly have to explain to you how PAIN it was,lol.Hmm,it looks kinda weird la,probably cause of the navel stud (or whatever you call it)Even then it seems like the stud didn't went through my navel,close but not through it.Hopefully it ain't wrong.I really don't wanna peirce again.

Then after went to dvd's hse.The usual.Gonna sleepover at her house soon,And this time I don't give a SHIT if my parents allow or not.Please,you ain't gonna be 15 twice.Hate em.EOY are coming,ugh.After today,I realised I don't need you anymore to be happy.Im happy with my FRIENDS.They stay longer.What's the point of being together again when I know myself Im gonna get hurt again?!Boys,GO FIGURE.

Okay,Im so hard working now,lol,I blogging more than San does!LOL.You guys better update man,or there's no point of me tagging you!

Nights,or morning? Lol.

Making it Fake

He was the guy of my dreams
And he's making it seems
That he's so into me
He's amazing, sweet and cute,
And when I’m with him,
I become a mute.
Then one day (one day)

chorus
I can't believe he did this to me,
Is this the way its supposed to be?
I'm such a fool to be crushin on you,
Because of you,
I'm feeling so blue.

I can't believe he did this to me,
Is this the way its supposed to be?
There I was crying for an hourstraight,
And there you were making it so fake.
Irritated i was,
And he was there-Making it so false.
He make me feel like-A klutz to him.
Seeing him looking so cool,
Makes me wanna do it too.

*Repeat Chorus

I'm so bummed.
He treats me like some kind ofdump.
I'm so freaking mad right now,
And all that you can say is "My Bad?"


Lol,good ehs?Considered at that time I think we were in Sec 1,after the stupid jerk and stuff.Me san & dvd composed it,though I didn't really do anything.Hmm,it kinda reminds me of now.Sighs.

Anws,had 2 tuition today,it was okay actually.Tomorrow,SCHOOL!Ugh.During the holidays Im gonna work for 2 weeks straight and earn 400 bucks!WHOO,then i'll enjoy enjoy & enjoy.Yeaps.Wonder if my dad would let Clar work with me?Lol.So yeah.

Lotsa Birthday's are coming.The most important one is AVRIL LAVIGNE'S! She's gonna turn 22 on the 27th of September.Then Heidi,then Seeun,then Dvd.Yeah.Damn shit Im broke.And gonna watch Forbidden city with 3C on the 20th,I think,and cost only 10 bucks!Im not really interested in it,but whatever,im just going cause practically the whole class is going,plus its cheap and all the shit.Have to change me tuition plans!Hmm,wonder if they'll let us free after the show so we could go shop or something,HEHS.

Anways,see you guys tomorrow,BYES!

I can't fully trust anyone anymore.

Georgina's right,they'll turn back on you,they'll betray you.Whatever.


School was okay I guess.Presented the chinese project,Clar was being an ass.Then Bio,suprisingly wasn't that sleepy.After to recess!As usual didn't eat,you'll get bored when its almost 3 yrs eating the same dang food.Plus Im broke.

Recess was over,had to carry our (The usual stupid 3c girls,lol) bags to recess since we're going to WOW room for 5 periods,plus assembly.It was pretty okay,then school's over!And after I felt like shit,pissed.

Went to Far east with Clar & Jen,didn't really do much.Still felt like crap,so I do what I do best,listen to blasting loud music,it helps,ALOT =) Lotsa songs later,I felt better so I began crapping and all those silly shit I do.Okay,then head home.My mp4 is starting to get annoying.VANESSA HAND ME MY MP3 BACK ON MONDAY!Forget it,I'll just call her,she's THAT HOPELESS IN REMEMBERING STUFF.sheesh.

Eee...yuck,sch on mon.Can't skip anymore.I'll skip after EOY!WAHAHA!

CIAO PEOPLE!

AVRIL LAVIGNE
Get over it

Slipping down a slide
I did enjoy the ride
Don't know what to decide
You lied to me
You looked me in the eye
It took me by surprise
Now are you gratified
You cried to me
La, la, la, la, la

Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

When I was feeling down
You'd start to hang around
And then I found your hands all over me
And that was out of bounds
You filthy rotten hound
It's better than it sounds, believe me

Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

You'll have to get over it


Whatever.Play their stupid foolish games & get on with it.


Today in sch,slack slack slack.Well,to me since Georgina helped me and told Mr Choo I wasn't 'feeling well' so I slept the entire period.I gotta sleep earlier,ugh.THANKS GEORGE!Lol,she can read my mind,wahaha.Okay,had to stay back after sch for dnt,UGH.So wanna quit.Stay like until 4.30 then went home.Shits,my group haven't even started on the chinese project thingy.Gotta do it tmr or something.

Okay I gtg,my mum is pissing me.

KELLY CLARKSON
ADDICTED


It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know
I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I feel like fuck.

I can't take this anymore.The 2 words keep appearing.

I won't let go,will you? Too much too ask?


HERE WITHOUT YOU When it's all said & done It gets hard but it won't take away my love.