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Saturday, April 24, 2010
Please hold the line, hold your tears
4:13 PM
Im being put on hold.
For a few weeks
For your GPA.
Forever




Friday, April 16, 2010
I wish
11:22 PM
"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie
burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong
when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy
girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another
day and I believe in miracles."
Audrey Hepburn


Sunday, April 04, 2010
Im the laughing stock
2:38 AM
:|

No matter how many girls or whatever who are bigger sized than me, I.am.always.the.one.being.insulted.at

I need to pray :(

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
I wonder if all those insults resulted in me being how I am today.
Yes,I suppose so.

Once a fat girl, always a fat girl
I am ALWAYS the laughing stock.
& here I am TRYING to lose the weight, lose the insults lose those tears, but it never seems enough. I think I've reached a point where if I don't do more, nothing is gonna change. Change of diet now I suppose.

Is this ALL God's plan to make me a stronger person?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Bye.


Saturday, April 03, 2010
Younger years
1:58 AM
Reading my old blog posts.

Best decision ever, BRACES!

Its funny how when you read your old blog posts, it feels like you're another person altogether. & you see how you grow.
:)

Remember about skipping school. I can't believe that I actually said "What did we actually do wrong" to some big head guy from work. Yeah, think I remembering being pretty effed up bout it. I still miss working there.


I want to be able to buy the things I see then and there.
Sigh
Pathetic.