Someday you might leave me dear boy
I know I wasn't on your eyes before and I know who was
Psst
I was really genuinely happy when you sang and played the guitar
& yes you cannot change what you thought before but why does it bother me so much
because no matter what, Im always always inferior to everybody.
Everybody
& I guess my happy days are shortlived
Oh, I kinda forgot how I sound like anymore. I want to sing, without any obstruction
I always thought how JJ events are always the days Im happy, till that day.
but with so many things going around the World suddenly I don't deserve to be sad at all.
I didn't lose my home, my things everything
