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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Through into 非常歌手
10:25 PM
J4M GOT INTO 非常歌手!!!
AHH......AHHH!!!


Was kinda resting during work when I felt my phone vibrate,didn't bother to care at first till after.Read Jt's sms and realised we got into 非常歌手.Super ELATED!I kept thinking the experiences we're gonna be getting in 非常歌手.Then I called Jt and got super high with her,hahahaha! 非常歌手 is pretty expensive eh,it includes vocal,dancing etc.Which means I have to stop my classes with 老师 and stop dancing with Cynthia! BOO!

I quote "Janice has got great dreams for us. I don't really have great dreams for J4M, but I have great dreams for Janice" From Karen's blog.Okay,I know Karen you mean no harm and you're just praising Jan and everything.But,does that mean I can't have that small speck of hope to have the same dream too? Im not born to sing,okay,I know,but at least I can try.THIS is the reason WHY I always wanna cry whenever there's ANYTHING related to Jan's capabilities and mine. For eg:Kbox with Jt's mom etc, & the worst,after JJ Party 3.

Don't bother telling me Im pretty whatsoever cause being pretty doesn't do wonders for me.

THERE,I SAID IT.
How I felt for the LONGEST time.


KILL ME.

I might not even make it though
非常歌手 cause I think we're being evaluated individually and not as a group.Besides,Karen can't join and Janice might not.

FIND YOU'RE VOICE.