For some reason,I feel like I have nothing.

& Im missing out on everything.I don't know what's going on with anybody anymore.
Hate this shit.

& Why is everybody leaving me?

Get a life?!

No brain of your own,damn it.Have the same opinion to everything.Who are you?Haha,little girl playing make up.You're also an effing' hypocrite.You agree with me about a certain someone,but your just like her,faggot.

I'll say it & I'll say it again,I hate having things or whatever same as people!I so wanna change my phone,ugh.Camera sucks.

Okay,enough of that shit.Today was so-so.Went Wendy's house with Cyn,Dvd,Anna,Samson,Andrew & Yankai.I came later than the rest of em.Too early!Little-man is pretty funny,lol.But it doesn't beat other movies or shows,like My Wife & Kids.Haha.Didn't eat at Sakae sushi with the rest.Samson too.The actual only place I eat sushi at is wth my family near my house.Now that's what I call great japanese food,lol.


I'll not talk to that chucha again.Fuckin' sister.

Innocence
Avril Lavigne


Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Today was pretty good.
Went Peninsula with Clar after Maths paper,got my white tie!Like finally,sheesh.& quite alot of guitar picks,haha.Can't help myself!Then went to meet San at J8.She ate Salad.Well,there's always a first for everything,lol.Oh!& she bought Mascara!Haha.

Anws,while we were "shopping" (well San put it that way with inverted commas,haha) I saw a message.Yeah,that made me think for once they actually thought of me,But no,I was wrong.It was meant for somebody else.Yeah,so before you go around calling people your friends,think if they REALLY are.I'll only treasure those who are friends.

Then Liyana went home and San met Sarah later.It wasn't long before I went home,taking a cab.I would have went to San's house if not for AVRIL!Oh,it was so cool.My room's gonna be Avril themed!Well,after a month,Lol.Well,cause we're ( me & san) not suppose to say out or smth.But San told sc,though it wasnt a big deal,haha.YEAH,movie marathon tmr!Though Im not so into those movies,hanging out with your REAL friends is the best part.With Wendy's GIGI!Lol.Looking forward to tmr!

!!!
My dad actually has a shop in NEWYORK! NEWYORK!!!
I can't believe it.Well,UNLESS he brings me there!Its SO cool.I didn't know until I saw this new design idea of my dad's for he's shoe box and carrier.It's kinda nice.Pink & black,haha.Like those high class shops like Barneys or smth.

& PARIS!Hmm,its really hard to believe eh.But I doubt its fake that he'd be so free to put Newyork and Paris in he's carrier.Gotta ask him.

Tomorrow's Dnt.I don't even know where is my textbook?Haha.


Joder ese chucha.

Spanish is a language for me to communicate with Dvd and bitch about other people without them knowing in their presence.LOL.Joking!
Well,its cool anws.

I HATE MY FUCKING DAMNED SISTER!

She wants the room with the balcony if we're moving to that really really nice semi-detached with swimming pool & everything.Its got 5 FLOORS okay?!Plus its cheaper then the house Im living now.

UGH!She's got her OWN room now,her OWN computer.She ALWAYS get her way.WTF?!?@#$%&* Since before I already wished I was the only child,Im not changing that wish.Well,why can't my parents have two child?Me & my brother.It'd be great.It REALLY sucks being the middle child and the least favourite one.Like DUH.

When she was viewing the brochure thingy,I said I wanted the balcony,& she gave me that side fucked up look.PLEASE,I SAID I WANTED IT FIRST.I went to the showcase house with my mom after the Chinese paper and already said it.KNOW WHAT?I said it even before I went to the showcase.Damn that bitch.I wonder how she's a Christian when all her moral-values are like WHERE?!I have NO idea why I am always being bullied,and being all nicey nicey to her.SHE'S GOING UNI SOON ANWS.

From today onwards,Im not gonna be Ms-Nicey nicey.(Well,of course there's other people who are worth being nice to)Like what Sandra posted on her blog or smth kinda long ago.Think it was Yk who said it.

I dont care,Im getting that fucking room.I mean seriously,I know it myself Im damn hot-tempered at home and everything,so I should get my own bloody floor,toilet and a BALCONY!!Plus be left alone at my own comfort.

Damn that *****